The year I've been looking forward to the most. School year 2011-2012. How many times I've fantasized about how the year would play out. I would be in co-op (working for half the day then school the other half), have my own car, homecoming week would be unforgettable and overall just amazing. Buttttt....with the luck that I have, it has been the worst year of my whole high school life. Here is the list of all the reasons why its sucked so far and I'm only a month into it.
1. I really can't say I have a legit best friend anymore
2. They canceled all the events scheduled for Homecoming week (powderpuff, bonfire), I did make it on Homecoming court and ended up winning Homecoming queen which was kinda legit :)
3. My ex boyfriend turned out to be the biggest douche bag I've ever met in my entire life
4. The guy I'm somewhat talking to right now somewhat has another girl who hes been with for 9 months so our entire relationship has to be a secret until he breaks things off with her which is very skeptical and is making me think I'm wasting my time because I've tried talking to him last year and he ended up choosing the other girl soooo basically the guy department SUCKS
5. My school is full of one or all of the following: immature, slutty, confused, wanna-be, not cute, annoying little kids.
6. I thought I knew what I wanted to be and where I wanted to go to school but alllll of that got thrown out the window. I wish I could just make my mind up and be done with it.
I do believe thats all. Thats still a lot for only being in school for a month. I can't imagine how the rest of my year is going to go. Basketball season, winter formal, prom, Miss.BS, my senior project, tennis, class trip..there are so many things that I can do now that I'm a senior but at the way things are going I'd be happy if one of those things went smoothly.
Blah, blah, blah.
I'm so sick of thinking about how jacked up my life is right now. The only good things in it right now are:
1. My job
2. My grades
3. Winning Homecoming Queen :)
4. And basically only having 1 more year of HS
I've always been a positive person but with all the wrong things going on in my life, its kind of hard to stay that way.
I'm only a freshman in High School and I already can't stand half the people there. oh and I followed(:
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